september will be kind. september will be magical. september will bring the missing energy. september will be working towards our goals and self. september will be a month full of growth.
Hey guys I know I haven’t posted regularly in about a year
and there is a reason for that, I’ve been having a rough time this current and
past year. I feel like I’ve hit rock bottom, and nothing seems to be going my
way and I don’t really see the point of anything, I am just existing day to day
and not living.
But here is a little backstory ….
Back in December I was working at the airport here and it
was a decent job with okay pay, and suddenly the thought of going to work would
cause me to have panic attacks, and have anxiety attacks while I was there, so
in February I was eventually because of that I was let go. Also i haven’t been able to keep a job because of my mental health .And a couple weeks after i was let go totaled my car,
and it’s still sitting in my driveway to this day because I was hoping to fix
it but it going to probably cost $2000 and I don’t have that kind of money. And
before I crashed my car I had a routine of going to therapy and my dr’s appointments
but now it’s very difficult for me to get anywhere because I don’t have anyone
to drive me and the city’s public transport is nowhere near walking distance
for me, So I haven’t been getting the right medical care for my mental health
and physical health and the fact that I been diagnosed with some serious medical
conditions it’s been really hard for me to accept it . And this month I lost my insurance I was on
my fathers, but I turned 26 so I can longer be on it. So, this month instead of
my med being like $2 each they are like $60-100 each and i am on six and I don’t have to money
for them and I really can’t go without them. And I wouldn’t being ask for help
on here if I had another option but if reblog this, and anything you could do
to help would mean the world to me.
I’m calling out a baby (approx. 12–14 months old) from the grocery store due to its rudeness. I’m guessing its age based on appearance, motor skills (atrocious) and whatnot. Anyway, I smiled at this baby and it just stared at me. As soon as I began to move on, though, the baby said “no!” and started giggling when I turned back around. This happened multiple times. The baby’s actions were toxic and manipulative. The baby was also manhandling a package of dried fruit which wasn’t yet paid for (which is quite minor) and was just generally sitting around and not helping.
